Grace found me

Even though am little less to nothing. A girl with many flaws and fears. Even though life has dealt with me in the hardest way, and my journey seems not to be smooth. Turbulent seas and raging storms,fiery fire and heavy metal seems to hold me back from passing through but He who is the maker and supreme king always show himself great and mighty in all my dealings. I am not a a saint,am only a soldier pilgrim fighting to be the best that I was made of. Fighting to be the masterpiece and a channel of SMILE to many who will accept me not for what they want but for who Jah made me. Perfectly imperfect me adorned with thorns and crisis beautified with pains and tears ,I gladly ride on the wings of my daily challenges with much burden and sorrow in the streams of my gorgeous heart. My hearth is open to all who has wounded me and will always wound me just because LOVE of the Father envelope it all and covers multitude of sins like they never existed. My scars neatly made to beautiful my soul and reminded me of the little Angel that has fallen but is rising. What a magnificent arrows pierces the heart that love so much but repaid with negativity and ingratitude,what a great world to live in. To live and not to die,to live and not to live for love is a breathe taking away forever. The Father’s love encompassing all, his smile is enigmatic and it immersed me there forever amidst all these that seems to much for me to comprehend and make me wanna take my breath away. Love always find me and love will always sustain me on the journey so dark and unending until I reach the light and sunshine of love,we pledge to live love life.

Grace found me

Even though am little less to nothing. A girl with many flaws and fears. Even though life has dealt with me in the hardest way, and my journey seems not to be smooth. Turbulent seas and raging storms,fiery fire and heavy metal seems to hold me back from passing through but He who is the maker and supreme king always show himself great and mighty in all my dealings. I am not a a saint,am only a soldier pilgrim fighting to be the best that I was made of. Fighting to be the masterpiece and a channel of SMILE to many who will accept me not for what they want but for who Jah made me. Perfectly imperfect me adorned with thorns and crisis beautified with pains and tears ,I gladly ride on the wings of my daily challenges with much burden and sorrow in the streams of my gorgeous heart. My hearth is open to all who has wounded me and will always wound me just because LOVE of the Father envelope it all and covers multitude of sins like they never existed. My scars neatly made to beautiful my soul and reminded me of the little Angel that has fallen but is rising. What a magnificent arrows pierces the heart that love so much but repaid with negativity and ingratitude,what a great world to live in. To live and not to die,to live and not to live for love is a breathe taking away forever. The Father’s love encompassing all, his smile is enigmatic and it immersed me there forever amidst all these that seems to much for me to comprehend and make me wanna take my breath away. Love always find me and love will always sustain me on the journey so dark and unending until I reach the light and sunshine of love,we pledge to live love life.

Teaching the learned

Each time I ask myself what do I have to offer. What do have to give to the generations after me? How can I be a blessing to generations yet unborn? How can I write my name in the sands of time?. Service to the learned I told myself. Better to live for the young ones teaching them what to do although sometimes you marvel at their level of maturity in some aspect of life and you cannot but give it to them for a job weldone. Sometimes they even call my attention to things that are very deep and reflecting on the kind of person I want to be as a Teacher and especially a Mother. I cannot undermine the wisdom God has bestowed on this beautiful body. Small And mighty men and women encase in a small body waiting for the time to break forth to show the world the stiff they are made of.I the best though but being a teacher is just one service that pays now I might not have money ,I might be poor and needed,sometimes I feel wound up and most times I feel super excited being among the learned of generations to come but the truth is it is a always a great privilege to be at the service of this one’s. So the pay is not encouraging but the Joy of watching them go out into world and the memory spent together, especially seeing them doing great wow I feel blessed. When my students come to my small hut to greater,most of them are even taller than .w I feel happy. I enjoy their smile and hug when I see them on my way. I remember the memories. Sometimes we even gist and what melt my heart is telling me that k you for being the best mum to them in school. I am the best they say but I am still unique with my Chemistry and my way of life.

THE BUSINESS OF MOTHERHOOD.

It is always very exciting when you behold the little creature beside you on the bed. Sometimes your eyes filled up with tears when you carry this being. You wonder and ponder on the work of a greater man who has made this possible. You just want to spend all you have to nurture the little creative until it becomes the man or woman you wished. The business of motherhood is very interesting and have a long term benefits if patiently handled with alot of prayers and advise from those who have benefited from it. It is really a benefit that can be tiring and frustrating, sometimes you might have to cry,sometimes you will be afraid of losing your jewel so precious and priceless and just want to do all you can to save him or her. As a mother sometimes, the time and energy spent on your child cannot be quantified and if someone is to pay you,it is priceless. The Joy of every mother is to see her child grow up to be great and successful but the business of motherhood is very tasking and requires patient.

UNIQUENESS AND WHOLESOMENESS OF A HOME.

Sometimes you find out a family is richer than the other and it makes you question the kind of fate you have.You wish you have all they had but you never for once looked inward to see the uniqueness and wholesomeness of your home. Sometimes we just need to take a closer look into that family and see how much energy and times they have invested into their home to make it what you are now admiring. Maybe if you have asked them of their little beginnings,how they held on to each other through forgiveness and sacrifice,overlooking each other flaws and just working on each other to get better. That is the uniqueness and beauty about that family. So funny a world, you would also see a rich man who wished he enjoys what that poor guy is enjoying,that is another perfect scene to behold. We wish to be like someone and we wish a particular family is ours but we must remember that there is something unique and wholesome about your family. With time it’s going to be super big and every person in the world will look up to it like you are doing right now. YOUR HOME IS UNIQUES THE BEST OF ITS KIND,DONT STOP BUILDING IT AND BEING GRATEFUL FOR IT. ITS GOING TO GET BETTER. TIME TIME TIME WILL DO IS WORK.

ITS NEVER GONNA BE FAIR

It’s never gonna be fair or easy until you push yourself. Until you decide to live your dream. Live your dream not under anyone but for everyone to see the stuff you’ve got. For everyone to see the God who gat your back and front and every side of you. You just have to get up and start doing something now to transform yourself into that star that will shine into the darkest part of yourself and then out to the world. It never gonna be fair girl,no it’s never gonna be fair guy when you sit at the comfort zone eating from the foot of the slave master,limiting your potential and accepting all the rubbish thrown at you because you feel life is not fair and it won’t be.

Life won’t be fair until you fight for yours like Jacob did. Like so many heros and heroines and like so many persons are doing out there. It never gonna be fair in the home until you stand for it and build it,it won’t be in that relationship until you build it even when mistrust,deceit and hurt fills your heart. You just have to build not walls but fence to see through when your heart surgeon comes around.You just can’t give up because somebody paid the price even when it was not fair and you gat pay yours. So gat to fight on your knees in prayers,fight in studying,fight in researching,you just have to do something,you have to leave a better footprint because it never gonna be fair until you make it FUN.🦋